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It's like learning to fly or falling in love.

Bye 2009
Thursday, December 31, 2009

It's time we bid goodbye to 2009. I just recalled during this time last year, I was still counting down to 2009, and now it's 2010. Time flies. In just a blink of an eye, I've lived for 19 years, went through many changes, gained new knowledge and experience. Let's recap what I've done in 2009 then.

1) Marks my 2nd year as a poly student
2) Obtained a GPA of at least 3 for my grades.
3) My first time receiving bouquet of flowers from girlfriends
4) Gained tons of unwanted fats
5) Spent tons of money on clothing, shoes & acessories
6)Get a Touch phone
8) Get to know lots of awesome people at MSC and many more ( can't really rmber though)

And now, people are gathering at different places waiting for the countdown while I'm counting mine here. hahas.
The place don't matter, only with the people that it count right? I just hope we get to countdown together next year. I really hope it can be fulfill, after all, we are turning 21 right on the dot in 2011 right?

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Well, bye 2009! It's been a great year.
HEY 2010! It's you! Grant me a great year then. With no obstacles and tons of wishes that will come true (:
New year resolution? Simple.
1) Good grades
2) Healthy & Happy
3) Grant me a ___ hahahs..


The wrong time, wrong date, another leisure
Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Well, my first visit to the barrage wasn't really a pleasant one. The sun was scorching like hell, the place was packed with people and there was hardly any space/area for us to settle down. But in the end, it ended well because of the people you went with. So, it's still considered passable right? We shall plan another gathering there next time round. But, this time,the weather must be cloudy and windy, and and and ... we MUST fly KITE!
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I came across this on Facebook, someone posted the pictures that they went barrage just yesterday. hahas. (You know, I know who) Such a coincidence that we happened to choose a spot (or they happened to choose a spot) near them(near us).hahas. If only the timing was right, we would have caught each other.

From what I saw, those who went barrage seems like they were having a whale of a time. Okay, set, I've decided. We shall organise another one! ((:
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And I just discovered a new way to relieve stress, to make my night, to make me laugh! And that way is to view some pictures in facebook. It brings back memories, to the days we laughed together, gossiped this together. So much fun, yet we were so innocent. hahahs. I missed those days. I missed the time we were crazy about them. That was so much fun!



I'm so jealous over the word. That's my girl.


If only..
Sunday, December 27, 2009

These just appeared in my head last night before I went to bed.

If only I am a rich girl
If only I am taller
If only I can live forever
If only I could travel around the world
If only I could touch the clouds
If only I could fly
If only I can know what others are thinking
If only I could explore the universe
If only I can get closer to the moon
If only I could find him
If only I could be 18 forever
If only I am prettier
If only I have unlimited clothes,shoes,bags
If only I have tons of great buddies
If only I know everyone on earth
If only I can be some help to others
If only I am not selfish
If only I am generous
If only I am not jealous of you
If only I can live in the countryside
If only I am surrounded by tons of sunflowers
If only I could live the way I want it to be
If only I could be the person I hope to be
If only I am perfect
If only I can be happy forever
If only there's no exams
If only there are no bad guys in the world
If only the people are kind
If only there's world peace
If only there's no political issues
If only there's no hatred
If only everyone can be happy



If only, if only.... so many if only. Just how many "if only" I wished for to be true?


"The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle"


"You see things; and you say, "Why?" But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"



Few days left
Saturday, December 26, 2009

Stayed at home these couple of days. The weather had been super cooling, making me slept even longer.

Well, headed down to WS's house a couple of days ago, gave her a little surprise of our sudden visit. Had a small gathering session before heading down to bugis to shop and collected my strudel. As usual, I spent money at the village. I hate you!

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Something's wrong with my lappy, or my internet, or my server.Whatever it is, it's disrupting me from entering into facebook, disrupting my leisure time. I don't know what the heck the problem is? It's like I entered into FB, then i clicked on my profile, it brought me to a "window cannot be display page" Grrr.. just what's wrong with it! Maybe too many people are in that web page, causing it to "lag". Okay, lousy connection I have there then. :(

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Events are coming up next week. Class gathering, clique gathering, MSC gathering, shopping trip etc. I even had in mind of going back to work for 3 days. But it looks like, I don't have the time to spare...
Anyway, just a few days left before 2010. So enjoy these last few days and let's hope 2010 will be a better year! ;D


Where's the feel?
Saturday, December 19, 2009

It's the christmas season yet I don't feel anything. Firstly, it's because I don't celebrate it. By not celebrating, these include not exchanging x'mas presents, not having a countdown party, not spending it with family and friends. Nothing new or big is going to happen.

I'm having mixed feelings right now. Disappointment.Anger.Confused.Wrong.Tired.

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So when will we grow up? When will this ever stop?


I sometimes wonder, maybe I'm the one who's always left out in the midst of the crowd. You just don't notice.

"I've seen fire and I've seen rain, I've seen sunny days I thought would never end, I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend"


Thursday, December 17, 2009

It's the first handover day. A great applause to me for enduring the full shift. Another 3 more days to go. The new batch was so-so. Had a full blast today taking lame pictures, not to mention, chicken dance video too. hahas. That's what we do when we were bored.Super bored. Just had to create some entertainment to get rid of the boredom-ness.

Shall update more tmr then. I'm super tired now. Night!


One last thing, happy early b'day low woon siew! I hope I'm the first one to wish you here :D


A Quo-T and a half?
Monday, December 14, 2009

“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”

I came across this in the net. Question to leave you thinking, do you believe in this?

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Well, just another day for me. Nothing much happened. Went out after sch with a portable ATM machine.
That should sum it all.
Am I sensitive or ...?someone sounded bored/irritated/tired of me?


It's over
Sunday, December 13, 2009

Yup, finally, all reports are in! The minute I submitted those reports, I felt like I just put down a heavy stone or something. I just don't know how to describe it, it's like feeling empty? hahas, maybe it's because I've been doing the same usual things for the past few days and from today on, there's nothing more to do. But which ever way, I just feel relieved it's over (:
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Anyway, I missed going shopping! It's been ages (and I mean AGES) since I bought any clothing.So, I'm planning to shop like there's no tomorrow. :D Furthermore, the christmas/clearance sales is here!! Whoohoo~ Perfect timing. And since I'm in the morning shift next week(mon-wed), I can meet up with claire bear and shop. (:
Talking about that, it's also the handover week. :( Sad as it maybe, but there's no way to change it. The next batch won't be here till thursday I think. So I shall enjoy and have fun spending the last remaining days.


“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”


A pile of work
Sunday, December 06, 2009

Knowledge test
Personal Selling Report
Market Reseach Analysis
Summary Report


These are due this week. Lucky for me, I've almost completed two. Two more to go. :(



days grow longer and as the time goes by, things are taking their change. may love remain no matter how the weather change. may love remain no matter how tough the life may be. may love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.





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