19. One step at a time

Thursday, July 31, 2008

I think i screwed up my excel today. Haix.The teacher and my grp member guide me along,so the marks may not be as good though.But thanks! Quite a surprise that the teacher helped me,but oh well.Thank you.hahas.

And hope you wont blame urself.To clarify one thing,I nv vomit due to cannot hold my liquor.My stomach was feeling bloated the next morning and I purposely make myself vomitted to feel better.So it's not your fault. And, best of luck for exams. Also, you dont have to force urself to change just for the sake of others.It's your life and you have the right to choose what you feel like doing and what you think is RIGHT.If you feel that what you are doing now is correct, go ahead and do.No one will stop u. So stop giving urself stress. I know it's not you when u are like that, so yup, do what you want.We have no right to control you.We are just there to give you advice.And now, the matters got big, making everyone tired ,stress ,worried and sad. So, continue what you think is right and no one have the right to give you command or force you to do things that you dont like or arent your thing. Yup, that's all I'll say. Still, if u wan someone to listen, I will. And I wont say much more than just be a listening ears. So yup, take care!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

I'm an angel in the past, now devil as you see

I'm a super hero when I rescue you from troubles

I'm a villian when I used words that hurts you

I bring joy to your life and make u laugh

I say things that are unpleasant for your ears

I'm nuisance like the housefly yet I'm concern like the doc

I'm tired yet worried sick

I dont want to give up yet the devil's telling me to

I want to give you freedom at the same time, I tear down ur wings

I want to be your listener but I dont know what to advice

I want to help you yet I dont know how

I did my best yet it's futile

Now,what can I do?

My ans can be found only when you found yours.

I hope you can understand.

Monday, July 28, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIYUN! and a HAPPY BELATED TO JASMINE LENG & EDWARD TEO! (:

Went out for dinner at sat.Had fun chit-chatting. ;) After then,headed to pub.It's my first time there,so yup,was quite nervous and scared.hahas.But the feeling was alright.Finally get a feel on wad 'night owls' do at night.Had a drink but not exactly beer.Is cocktail counteD?hahas, I rmber ordering this drink called 'Dirty Harry'.The taste was quite good. Hope to go again and try more flavours next time. HOHO~

Then guess wad,the next morning, I vomitted! Get this right,Im not drunk or anything.I caught stomach flu as wad the doc said. Actually,my stomach been feeling unwell lately,so jus happen to 'fa zuo' on sun.So yup,wasted,all my NYDC food and drink are out.Haix. Not only that,i think i became slimmer thanks to that.I went to say hi to mr.bowl for dont know how many time yster. Argh! I hate being sick! darn it. Got MC frm doc for one day but still went sch as I got presentation this morning. So yup,it ended QUITE FAST. And I got 2 hrs of lunch break today be4 my next lec. Not very attractive to me though,cos I cannot eat all the good food in sch.Ate fishball noodles,sound attractive?I dont think so.. I miss Mac and KFC. :(

2 more weeks to exams. 不快又不慢.haix..
Now Im suffering.All thanks to my stomach. Stomach ache all of a sudden.ARgh!! took tons of pics today.will upload when I'm free..

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Projs are coming to an end soon.Done my EWS ppt and econs too.Having presentation this 2 weeks and bye bye to projs, hi hi to exams. I wish to score well for the exams if it's within my ability. (:

Went to meet xiuqi for lunch today.Chat a lot and yup,the feeling's great to chat with an old friend.Talk like there's no tmr. Thought of chicken,hahas,the days we used to chit chat today talking about the wonders and how mysterious this world is. (: Lots of things to fret about. Oh well, all this can come after my exams. I wish all my peeps the best of luck for their exams!

Having stats test tmr. Pls grant me some wisdom!I'm quite afraid of failing this paper.Phobia for maths I think.But i practice, so I should be okay right? Bless me! Back to STATS!

My eyes are onto the holidays~

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Spent the whole afternoon practicing stats.Can't get into the website on bionomial.Done with poisson but get quite a few qns wrong.And till now,Still unable to solve it.Darn. Oh well, then this word twilight came into my mind. Heard from ppl and saw in on the net about this movie called "Twilight".Went Youtube to look for the trailer and whoo~ INTERESTING! It will be air in dec 08. The story's about a mortal and a vampire romance.Hahas, you know me, I'm always into romance,fantasy, mystery and horror kind of stuff. So I'm going to catch this movie.Can't wait!! This movie is taken from a novel by Stephenie Meyer. I'm SOOO going to watch this. And after watching the trailer, makes me really want to go buy the book and read. They say the next book is coming out on 2nd Aug. It's called Breaking Dawn. I really got the urge to read those boooks!!!

Come to think of it, I am really grateful to be in this world. I can get to know many many many things. And I really think that ALL the authors in this world are GREAT! Be it in novel,comics,magazine, anything. The story they came up with, really attracts readers like me and you. That's why I say they are great. They really create the 'thing' to satisfy my needs.hahas. :)

Now, I REALLY LOVE LOVE LOVE BOOKS!! (Not TB! They are still not my 'tea') :p

Saturday, July 19, 2008

This whole week has been pretty hectic. Lots of things happened. And I also lost my temper on thurs due to my excel. Grrr.. Dont want to mention about it. Had POA test yster. This coming wed will be my Stats. Hope I can get a B. Dont expect much but pls dont let me fall in the 'C' category nor the category BELOW C. Been resting yster and nv do much of hw. Today chiong the most. Do POA, (but nv finish,cos a bit blur), then marketing tut. Also, my excel and my econs projs. Finish on the ppt and send it to liping. Mon is the deadline for econs. Whoohoo~ Lesser n lesser projs I have in hand. Left with excel and EWS.My EWS only left with conclusion.And excel, is either next week submission or the following week. Then, it's EXAMS! AFter that, wad can u expect, HOLIDAYS!! I'm planning ahead.. Damn looking forward to holiday. Can catch my with old buddies and play all day..
My sis say my post very short while she say why some post very long.. Dots...
Oh well...~ till then diary.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Finally, my marketing has ended. Had my 1st presentation on fri. Take a look at the pics. (:

See, both of us in BLACK! hahas, BLACK GIRLS for the day!

My clique in poly (:

Chooi chi, gladys n me :)

See the rest of my class mates presenting...

Basically, tat's wad happening on fri.

And these 2 days, same old thing, tutorial tutorial and MORE TUTORIAL!

Then today, there's some carnival going on at the garden. Woke up at 11am today and it's soo nosiy.. Took a snap from my kitchen window be4 I went to brush my teeth.

Hai, I cannot bluetooth the file to my PC. sob, I'll upload again when the PC n the Phone are both ready..

Here's the delay pics..

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Busy is the word to say what I've been doing lately.Marketing proj submitted on mon,presentation on coming fri.Econs projs deadline drawing near.Not to mention,Effective skills and my Excel. Next week,there'll be a POA test on SJ.Follwing week,will be my Bstats test on Topic C&D.And Im so dead.STATS=MATHS=DIE!
So tell me, Am i busy? BUSY is the word for this july. My exams timetable out,quite a shock, only 4 modules going to be test, feel similar to primary sch,since only 4 subjects.But when you compare it carefully,it's tons,way way tons more 'DETAILED' than pri subjs. What can I say? All the best & best of luck for my exam!

Girl, I hope you will buck up!!

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Song for today..I listen to this song and blog,woah, got feel..hahas.
Ok,now my projs have gone up by another one.Tmr,another coming.Oh man,when will this end?By end of this mth,the projs must be submitted! I have marketings which is due on mon, econs on 2 wks time, EWS ICA3 in 3 more wks.Not forgetting,i'll be expecting my excel tmr. ARGH~ And, ICAs test coming up.So many things to do,how am i going to multi-task? All projs by end of this mth, understandable as our exams drawing near.But,if that's the case,can dont give projs or delay the submitting time? -CRY-

Everyday touch com,everyday do work.I hate this routine.I wan to go shopping,have more time to slack,more time to play...I know i know, that will come in sept... Poly sux when there's projs..And i find human very interesting or rather, us interesting :D We can manage to rush our projs at the last min and get it done and submit to the teacher.Also,we know what to react when there's danger. There's so many cute,interesting,strange,weird things we do everyday in our life.Though life can be hard sometimes,but, it's great to be in this world.Able to see things,learn new stuff and explore the never-ending mystery this earth offer. (: