Haix..wake up quite late todae..haha..yesterdae..slept at ard 12.35am...im the morning..chat wif jas on the phone...had a great tok..and i feel much better..lol..is jus..haix..frenz pro..plus some love pro..damn stupid..haha..jus tink is sOo lame..haix..jus wanna be a carefree person..nth to do wif them anymore..jus no more..i'm jus tired..damn tired..wanting to know someone who dun know mi..is jus so tired..humans are lyk tat..wanting to know the ans..but..often scared kana rejects..always lyk tat..i'm jus not as bless lyk others..tat 4 sure..but..i bet..god know wad is gd 4 mi..he'll hav my future plans well..i tink..i jus resign to fate..when it's time to let go..u hav to let go..no use..hanging onto it..u will not get anytink frm it..haha..lyk im toking some chim..lol..nvm..we're toO young..loving is part of the growing process..haix.."we always wanted tinks to go out way..but..in the end,it always turn out wrong.."haix..it's true..sometime..i reali feel jealous..why my frenz can do it n i can't..but..no use feeling jealous n angry or upset abt myself..cos in the first place..i dun dare..correct?ya..yupz..enuff of todae..jus sort out my mind..hurray...feel more relax le..haha..k..poof..to maple...tata..